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what do you work at a restaurant or something ?

Cashier. It ain't bad, can't say that I like it either though.

why do you always reply to this guy binland?
are you the type of person who talks to homeless people too?

so you talk to people on the regular then how does that not help you out? I can't imagine having to talk to people everyday

rude, we are friends

piece of fucking chicano shit, I replied to your la raza thread, the minimum should be a "thanks", you fucking eze vato cabron

Misery loves company. It's not charity if that is what you are getting at. Sup Forums had/has the best feel threads anyhow. Too bad the mods have to be cunts and delete them. I am not really nice but if someone has a problem that I can easily solve or I can find a solution to I usually do. It surprises me too, maybe I am not deep enough in the rabbit hole just yet. Though that is on days where I haven't become miserable yet. I don't really feel bad anylonger if I read about small personal tragedies on the news though, especially if those who were affected were succesful so my bitterness does affect my views though.
It's the same conversation everytime. I am not scared of social interaction. But I have never been that good at it and the past couple of years I seem to have became "rusty" since I notice I am even more blunt/crude these days. My biggest problem is that I don't even get the chance to build any kind of relationships. As stated before this is my biggest motivator for wanting to go to uni.

I have been thinking that I should try to make a real effort to "invite myself" into occasions to work my social skills and maybe even have a little fun.

why don't you try and build a relationship with a coworker or something? that would probably be the easiest way to go about starting a friend ship in your case

I don't really see any real friendships being built there. But being on friendly terms with my co-workers would be a step in the right direction. I have not made a new friend for 6 or so years but I do have some old friends that I see far too rarely. I might have drifted apart a little but I intend to make a effort for a change to be a little more social.