/éire/

Losing interest in everything. Physically deteriorating. Becoming so numb and withdrawn. Never leave the house or talk to anybody anymore. Starting to feel paranoid and insecure again. Putting on weight and binge eating. Hairstyle looks stupid and fucked up but too afraid to go to the hairdresser again. Self esteem and confidence dropping.
Starting to believe the world is coming to an end soon, or at least my life. Energy and motivation non existent.

Clinical depression is rough user.

You need cuddles and to stop with the drugs.

Yeah but there's only so much that can be done about it. I'd like to buy a pet or something for cuddles.
Maybe I'll move out soon and get one.

What are you expecting to get? What are you hoping to do in college.
It's been 6 for me. Feels like PTSD or something.

>the last memories of school are slowly leaving my memory

Yeah lol same. They're starting to fade now and I feel like my parents when they talk about their youth. Back in a time irrelevant and lost now.
I barely remember my exams, I just remember walking out of the school for the very last time thinking "wow this is it".
Never could have predicted I would have ended up like this. Wait actually I could lol.

I don't know, I'll probably do about average. Maybe a bit less due to hardly doing any study at all. I'm hoping to do some kind of IT or CS related course.

Yep those all sound like symptoms of /éire/.

can i get a mentally unstable /eire/ boy as pet? ill throw food on the ground and force him to lick it and anihilate his boipucci everynight

Same, but with a phobia of hell