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So 4 days ago, it was my 20th Birthday. I got 3 'Happy Birthdays'. One from my Mum, one from my Dad and one from my Sister. Over the course of the day I realized none of my friends were going to wish me a happy birthday on facebook. I turned it into a joke and posted it to snapchat, you know, one of those 'I'm so dead inside lol' type of posts. I was secretly hoping someone would message me and talk to me so I could just tell someone how shit I felt. I stayed on Snapchat and went to stories, and saw almost all my friends at a party I wasn't invited to. It's not that I've only just met these people, I've known them for 2 years, and they still didn't invite me. I don't know what is wrong with me, why I'm not good enough to be 'One of them' or whatever. I just want to be a part of their group, but I feel like I exist just to be the butt of their jokes. I'm so fucking lonely and just want to feel valued. 6 months ago I was just so happy, every single day felt good. I loved speaking to them, and I genuinely felt like my life was on track. Now it's nothing. Every day is so pointless and just sort of 'drifting'. Every single day, I go on Snapchat, and see them doing things together. I can't stop.

yuck

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Happy belated birthday. I had the same treatment for mine this year.

i have no friends and my dad forgot my birthday

Stopped celebrating my birthdays 2bh

you must be boring