/CHI/

trying to forget this is all real

:/

Fuck off

You have chance the faggot janitor don't want to accept my reports you autist

rude
thats because i'm doing nothing wrong

>trying to forget this is all real
What?Real life

On dit pas "t'as de la chance" en anglais. On dit simplement "you're lucky."

Also the faggot janitor DOESN'T want to accept your reports.

my shitty life

merci mon ami

:?

bump

Might crack open a can of Harp boys

harp? where u been did you catch up on your school work?

I'm so despondent about everything. Everything I try goes totally wrong. There's no escape from this hole here. I feel drained. So far, I still haven't found a real purpose in life. Sometimes, I'm afraid to get out of bed in the morning. There's nothing to get up for.

>harp?
It's a beer sold here. It's probably pretty rare in the states though
>where u been did you catch up on your school work?
I've been on /bant/ more than Sup Forums recently. As for college work, gonna do some this weekend

If Dixiefags can have their gay general, then CHI's can too.

iktf, how you holding up?
yeah i;ve never heard of it and nice at least you got your shit together

/CHI/ isn't gay enough

Poorly

everyday's a struggle

It is. I don't know how I've made it this long

just spent the last 10 hours playing europa universalis 4, not sure what else to do with my life

i don't know how i'm gonna continue going on honestly
at least you still get enjoyment from video games

>at least you still get enjoyment from video games
i wish
i've been playing the game for 5000 hours at this point, it's the only thing that can temporarily take my mind off the reality of my life besides sleeping

get into movies thats about all I have left

Yeah I'm sure if you ignore your life's problems it'll get better

nothing will get better, it doesn't matter what i do at this point. my problems aren't fixable.

thats a hard thing to do

>tfw depersonalization from weed, but alcohol brings me back to reality
Weird how they cancel each other out like that.

hows life?

Pretty strange 2bh.
It feels like I'm the brain itself piloting a meatbag.
On the bright side, I'm more relaxed and can better articulate things (less mumbling and hesitations).
Not sure how long this will last until I feel completely connected with my physical body again.

My girlfriend's mom convinced her dad to let me come to his birthday.
How are CHI parties? Never been to one.

have you stopped doing drugs?
pretty good bring him some beer or something

Lots of booze and underaged drinking
Tecate, Modelo, Bud Light, and different tequilas and vodkas
Probably lots of banda, cumbia, and norteno music.
Good food
They'll probably play soccer

Yeah, I probably won't be doing edibles anytime soon. I still drink a bit here and there though.

weed kind of fucked me up at one point but I stopped for a while and now it's a better haven't smoked in a while though

Good to know others have experience the same thing. It's soothing.

Is weed the "hardest" drug you've done?

no k2 was

>k2
Jesus Christ, I've heard some crazy shit about that.
What was it like?

that was a long time ago I did it when it was being sold in gasoline stations
>What was it like?
felt like I was dying i'm glad I didn't have a seizure though

Glad you're still with us, user. :)

it's weird how I didn't have a panic attack on that but i did on weed