/CHI/

what a shit life

:/

CHI
Indeed. Doesn't feel too bad though when nothing new goes wrong. Though anytime something out of the ordinary happens it almost always makes everything worse.

Only solution for YOU is Suicide

how was your weekend?
most likely

Same as all the other days this week. It was alright, maybe a little more tired for the past few days though.

Hi /chi/. Still love you even when I don't post here.

Tip: don't post in a begthread on /biz/. They'll ban you for 2 days and you won't get money even when you did get dubbles.

it's snowed here so that was the only real big difference for me
what have you been up to user?

i wish i was rich id just buy a cabin in norway or sweden and never interact with society ever again

>didn't listen to /biz/ when eth was under 30$ and people were saying it would go to 50$ and up (441$ now)
>didn't buy bitcoins when they were under 1000$
I think I understand why pink wojack originated there.

I cleaned the gully, played a vidya and watched the first snow fall here. So I went outside and walked in it. I like how fresh powder sounds when you walk in it. Snowfall is pretty rare this time of year. I played christmas songs and my gf looked at me like I was mental, but I didn't care as I took her and danced with her.

It was a pretty nice day.
I didn't buy apple or google stocks. I'm not living in the past.

>tfw i will never have a comfy day like that

It didn't come to me, I made it that way.

>tfw i will never be able to make it that way

Not if you try.

I honestly don't know what CHI is

Thank you, China, for bringing anime into the world

Chicano AKA Mexican American

chicano

i don't have the motivation and feeling extremely empty doesn't help

Fake it till you make it.

don't know how

I'm no expert as I'm still lazy. Next week won't be productive at all even if I wanted to.

i guess all i'm waiting for now its to just completely give up which is the only realistic thing that can happen

I'm not giving up on myself. Just need to find energy somehow.

it's a ruff life

Sure, but I'm not giving up after all that shit. I just need a good kick in my ass to get started.

what do you even want to do ?

I want a lot of things. Cleaning my house, work on my condition, lose some weight, get some discipline with the stuff I want to learn and make, make some more cash so I can get nice clothes, make beautiful things, stream vidya regularly, make art, make music, make vidya, explore and find new places, make my family happy, make my gf happy, just try my best and enjoy life the fullest.

But you know, have been superlazy lately.

well at least you have goals

I made them myself. It's not that someone else makes them for you.

That's the spirit. It hasn't been possible for me to be that positive for a very long time, that really is something you should make sure to hold on to.

Hurry up and kill yourselves please

i know but i can't think of anything every time i've always thought of something it was always forced

rude

Thanks, I try. But I really need more structure and need to ignore Sup Forums more oetz.
Lead by example.
It doesn't have to be a project or something. Maybe it's just some mental health thing you want to work on. Sometimes a small victory is already a big victory. Like the gully I was procrastinating about.

I would have guessed either China or Chicago.

I would, if I knew how to do it properly.

I have never really got the notion that
>if I wasn't on Sup Forums I would be out doing active important things
I mean I rarely have that much to do but when I have had things to do I have found it no problem to use Sup Forums a lot less. It's just something that I quite enjoy and it's always accessible, everything else seems to come and go and there are often long periods where opportunities for other things just aren't really there. I am also a very unstructured person, not too long ago I did a trip abroad, while I always had a vague plan of what I wanted to do I did a lot of things on a whim, if I had some place I wanted to see and I had to choose between doing that instantly or having a meal first I would pretty much always choose to do it instantly. Skipped a few meals doing that, which isn't that great for me since I probably should gain 2-4 kg honestly. I used to weigh 4-5 kg more when I was more fit but I haven't really kept active or looked after my eating habits in the slightest.

I'm a chronic user of Sup Forums. Just looking before starting the stuff I want to do ends up with me still shitposting at 6 am.

>tfw browsing the computer all day is what I want to do when I wake up
As things are it's the most enjoyable alternative. I have always liked days like this but when nearly all of the days are like this it's not that enjoyable anymore, I enjoyed these kind of days a lot more when these kind of days were 1-2 per week. Routines have never really been my thing but there used to be atleast things that ensured that there was some kind of routines (school and hobby for most of my life and during conscription I really didn't have to worry about keeping myself busy with a routine since it was a given). I have never given myself a routine since I like to do things on a whim, I don't really even think I even could force myself into a routine.

hey bros if anyone is interested the qt who's boobie i touched and gave me her # just said she wanted to see me.

this month is just getting better and better

Last time I was proud. I'm even more proud, user.

I'm really worried about fucking it up though

Then you at least tried.

true,

take her on a date

that's the plan

don't spill your spaghetti

right, that's not part of the plan

it's winter so you can just take her ice skating or some shit

Feel too tired to be productive, so I'm going to watch youtube in bed. Love you /chi/, bye!

>making lots of money at my new job
>but the hours are so long i rarely get to do anything after work
>haven't talked to my parents in a week despite living in the same house as them
>haven't talked to my gf since friday
i don't know if it was worth it, guys

it's been forever since you've posted here the jews won

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