Whats on your mind Sup Forums ?

Whats on your mind Sup Forums ?

i think of my crush of 6 years ago for no reason, she doesn't even know my name...

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kek , you will be ok

Thinking about my ex-gf, I can’t stop no matter what I do even though it’s been 6 months. The fact that I took her virginity doesn’t comfort me for some reason.

Why did you break up ?

sorry for your feels user
thanks lad

I guess we were going through a hard time. She was 18 years old and it seems very young girls change a lot. She fell out of love with me and didn’t even tell me she was breaking up with me, just started ignoring my messages and not answering me. We dated for almost 2 years and talked to eachother all day every day, it really hurts.

Yeah ikn that shit. You will continue to feel like shit but after a while you will meet somoun who's worth your time or another thot

I'm actually closer to this but yes thanks.
Broke up 5 months ago and I spend 80% of my day thinking about getting back together which is something that will literally never happen. Kill me.

Yep that’s pretty much what I’m thinking, it just feels really bad man. When I’m in class I’m thinking about her and all our memories, same when I’m talking to a friend, reading a book, exercising. It’s pure torment, feels like my soul is on fire. I’m just barely strong enough to not need alcohol or drugs to cope but it’s killing me inside.

I only got 5 months (out of 23 total) of training to go before my real career begins and I can't fucking wait for this shit to be over with. Also thinking about Megumin, as I often do.

If it makes you feel anybetter literally anyone on earth will have this feeling once in his lifetime, be glad it happened
You have to ask yourself where you will be after the 23 weeks

wow lads i feel so sad now like weither you're khv or have a gf, it doesn't solve the pain problem, like a mirror with too hellish sides, really makes me think
is time and wait the only way to end this suffering?

>weeks
Months. There are a few bases I don't want to go to, but as long as I don't end up somewhere in Quebec, I'll probably be pretty happy. It'll be nice to have my own apartment.

>If it makes you feel anybetter literally anyone on earth will have this feeling once in his lifetime, be glad it happened
Yeah that’s true and I knew I was overdue for it but still it’s very hard to deal with. I’ve been struggling with depression for years even before meeting her and this has just compounded it. I think I can hold on until the pain begins to fade but it’s taking all of my effort.

There there, we’re in the same boat. I always picture how things could have been if everything had worked out, how happy I would be. I just hope our suffering will give us something in the long term. Strength, wisdom, sympathy from God, who knows.

What job?

Quebec is great fuck you

I'd argue that getting broken up with is worse than never having had one. You've got a taste of how wonderful it can be only to have it ripped away with no replacement in this world ever, it's like they died.
It truly is suffering, worse than any void I felt beforehand, and I wish I'd just shut up about it in the first place and stayed a pathetic neet.
Thanks burgerfriend, there's nothing to do but continue breathing, jerk off and pay taxes.

My boy have you never heard the first tenet of Buddhism? Life is suffering.

I’m not a buddhist but that shit is absolutely true. If you live, you suffer - end of story. Whether it’s now or later, it will happen. The thing is though there are little bits of happiness sprinkled in between the waves of suffering. Yes it’s killing me how much I miss her but I’m still glad I could feel her warmth, her smell, feel happy seeing her eyes. It’s all gone now but I appreciate the fact that I could have that in my life. Don’t worry we will find someone, it just takes time and perseverance.

Her

Maybe it is, but I don't want my first real posting to be somewhere that I'll feel and be treated like an outsider. My french will never be good enough to be "one of them" and I'd rather go anywhere else.

Bought tickets to Miku Expo in Dallas this July, pretty excited lads

>Whats on your mind Sup Forums ?

There's a Polish girl who's undocumented in my school.
She's in the school newspaper and wrote an anonymous article about her life and struggles, especially now that the Australian government wants to repeal visas

As an Arab man, I fucking hate Poles and Polish people. I want to report this girl and get her disgusting family kicked out of the country.

People think illegal slime only come from Asia or the Americas. And while it's true that both are subhumans, they aren't the only illegal immigrants. Apparently even the U.S has an undiscussed issue with Eastern European locusts (I don't even want to use the word 'people') flocking to the U.S, overstaying their visas and collecting government assistance, financial aid, etc.

She told me she plans to take government help to pay for her uni fees.

Anyway, my mind on how should I go about reporting this insect? Any advice Sup Forums?
I'm also planning to report a bunch of subhumans from Latin America, as well btw.

>What job?
Aircraft avionics (aka electronics). Don't know what kind of planr I'll be working on yet.

>Thanks burgerfriend, there's nothing to do but continue breathing, jerk off and pay taxes.
Yeah buddy, all we can do is count our blessings and try to promote some good in this world. You never know how life can turn out, everything can and does happen.

i better stay alone then, i dont have any family or friends, i will wait until i have enough emotional ressources, i dont want to experience that kind of pain tb.h
im a cry now, the feels are too stronge user ive only experienced pain, the only loving person i had died 1 year ago T______T

I am in my mid 20s and am starting to develop pretty intense anxiety. I have always had it but its been more of a meme then anything in the past, only affecting job interviews or situations that would stress anyone. In the last few months it really has started messing up my day to day life. Even going to the local supermarket is a scary experience.

Its a huge issue as I live alone and need to be able to make money and such, so its very scary but its hard to fix. I think the term is used so loosely that people don't really understand what it is like.

Breathing in deeply or taking a pill really does not work.

>the only loving person i had died 1 year ago
Damn man I’m really sorry. I know what that feels like, my dad passed away when I was 15. The first few years are the hardest but then it gets easier. Be strong user and allow yourself to vent or cry as you need.

That’s cool man, are you EE already or is it all airforce training?

wont go into the details but i know that feel, never knew my mother, i live with a father who hates me
my grandpa was all i had i miss him so much
take care user, im gonna go sleep with those feels

Don't want to be a self-diagnosing faggot but I'm beginning to think I'm manic depressive

I'm usually in a sort of neutral mood, but periodically I get this bout of depression where I don't care about anything and think everyone hates me and wish I was dead, then other times (quite a bit less frequently) I get a burst of extreme passion and motivation out of the blue and actually work hard on productive things for about a week until it subsides and I go back to my usual self

My mother and sister are both diagnosed with bipolar disorder and my grandmother on my dad's side showed signs of some kind of personality disorder so it isn't far-fetched, thinking I should talk to a doctor sometime

I got my pilot license beforehand which helps, but all my electrical training is done in the AF

Good night man, don’t worry each day you’re getting stronger even if it doesn’t feel like it. Times like this are when we need to hold on tightest, my thoughts are with you.

thank you for you good words user, it's really touching, sleep well too

That sounds like bipolar depression. Attempting to self-diagnose is completely normal but I still think it’s worth seeing a doctor. I used to think it was all bs and I could handle it on my own but it’s all ego. When you’re very sick you go to the doctor, so there’s no reason to eschew this way of thinking simply because a disease affects the mind more than the body.

That’s pretty nice user, since you don’t need to waste time on a college degree and then job training but instead are getting it all at once. I’m in a completely different boat unfortunately, want to go into medicine which takes both a degree, years of med school and then years of training.

We're all a bunch of socially and mentally maladjusted misfits. I love you guys.

Sounds like a long road m8, I wish you good luck

Yeah the more I read into it it fits me to a T, like I can trace most of my poor financial decisions or destructive choices to when I was in one of those manic moods and had too little restraint and too much confidence and reality didn't quite meet my grand ideas

Think I'll make an appointment with a psychologist soon before I find a way to fuck my life up even more or kill myself

Thinking about on all my errands tomorrow. Being in the military sucks sometimes.

Thanks, I’m glad my words could help you user. I earnestly believe that healing others is part of healing the self.

It really is, but I think it will be a very fulfilling job for me. Good luck to you too man, hope you don’t end up with the frenchies.

That’s why we’re here and not on facebook posting trash memes

You’re on the right track user, don’t ever be afraid or ashamed to seek help. Nearly everyone on this planet has problems even if they won’t admit it. Hell Dostoevsky said something like “most of the consciousness is sickness.”

I'm the same but with more pronounced extremes and constant suicidal thoughts.

Also had 2 recorded cases of schizophrenia in the family and 3 of bipolar disorders (one of them being my father).

I'm pretty sure I'm manic depressive.
I don't care enough to go to a doctor.

kms

Wondering why I'm basically chad thunderclub on th nightclub bt nobody replies to my messages the following days

How the hell can I gain enough money to leave my parents house?!

why are soldiers so sexy?