How you holding up, bro's?

How you holding up, bro's?

failed nofap again

feel like my life is going round in circles

trying to break out of neetdom but I'm in too deep

Got a job recently so I have almost no time left for my hobbies, now I spent all my time in that horrible office. I just want to have fun living again.

>inb4 normalfags start signalling how much better they are than everyone else

oh yeah. and Sup Forums has mk ultra'd me into being a pedo

I've lost ten pounds.
Get good.

Turns out a qt girl being attracted to you is not enough.

You need to be her #1 option in the moment.

Now it's time for quantity over quality. The entire process is endlessly dehumanising.

Still working a job I don't like, keep getting rejected when I apply for an apartment or a job, my vidya backlog keeps growing as I'm searching for a game that will make me feel happy again.

>be me
>go to a party on friday
>talk with a qt waitress
>she gives me her number
>tell her i'll text her tomorrow
>"i expect you to , user"
>text her on whatsapp next day
>she blocks me

greentext what happened?

>suck my dick

present it

Finally told my parents I'm not going to uni this semester. I have no idea what I wanna do. I don't wanna end up a NEET like my brother but I don't wanna end up being a soulless wagecuck for 40 years. My mom seemed disappointed.

ya'll need more drugs in your life

24
neet for 6 years
barely finished high school
no uni
complete and utter failure

>WAHHHHHH
>WAHHHHHHHHHH
>LIFE IS H-H-HARD!!!!
>WAHHHHHHHHHHHHH
goddamn you're pathetic

I have a toothache, but I can go to the doctor only on Monday

>qtgirl likes me, so I like her
>me thinking I got this
>mixed messages everywhere
>there's another guy?

Normies have several options at any given time. This way of thinking isn't natural to me, but to defeat the normiarchy I must infiltrate the normiarchy.

Not good, still a wizard, my life is work and Sup Forums on my free time, I've lost all hope in the future I just exist.

no one will take the advice here but just get the hell out of the basement for a few hours and increase that activity until youre getting into shape, all of this starts with moving around im not kidding

Are you a white manlet? I'm asking for research purposes.

21
neet for 2 years (except 6 months of uni which I dropped out of)
heading down the same road probably

are you me?

No.

better than I was a year ago, however this torrent of Cannibal Holocaust keeps stalling and it's driving me nuts.

I'm meeting a girl in a few hours for a "date".

She's 33 and I'm 24. She said she's not just looking for sex but also seems quite kinky. Nervous.

Not great. Stressed about money. The ushe

I have oneitus or something similar over a woman I've never met. She's just a friend of a friend, but I saw her on facebook one day because my friend was tagged in her photo. I know it's probably not oneitus, it's just being beta, but it's hard these days not putting pussy on a pedestal. They always say you shouldn't do that, but it's difficult not to when you go down the path of failure in getting with women, both sexually and relationship wise outside of being just friends and all that shit. Maybe one day I'll get over that shit, but it's hard to not look at the chick's Instagram.

Going to be homeless on monday. I have money and a job for a place, but there is seemingly no place to be found because all these faggots returning to college snatching everything up.

Going to live out of a storage center.

This is disgusting. Life shouldn't be like this.

I stop trying to improve my life and basically accepted my situation, and suddenly I felt a lot happier.

You should all try out my technique :)

>accepting failure
'no'

>watch Neon Demon with gf
>get hard as a rock when Jena Malone fucks the corpse
>she dumps me days later

She hot? Good luck

>green eyeballs

>pussy on a pedestal
What does that mean?

i'm in love with a woman who is 2000km away from me and doesn't know I exist
this is my main problem, but not the only one. I have bad health and sometimes i can barely move because of this
next wednesday i'll try to tell my psycologist that i want to kill myself again
life is suffering, but it's been so long suffering became only thing that makes me feel alive

I got B size tits now fuck i really need to work out

fuck, I'm in a similar boat. Been struggling to find a way to tell my father that I won't be going back to school. It's nerve wracking.

the girl im in love with and made out with a few times in the last 3 days just came to me and told me she got a BF now and i know that guy and we all live door to door so im not doing really good at the moment

She's alright. I can tell she's a bit older but she's still kinda cute. Reminds me of a teacher, if that makes sense. She said she might be willing to try anal eventually, so hurray

>bro is

>i'm in love with a woman who is 2000km away from me and doesn't know I exist

What's the story, Wishbone?

not too bad, I just sucked myself off

thats hot desu

It's where you psychologically overthink your relationship with women. It can be like if you treat every woman like a goddess (think of whiteknights on the internet or betas that donate money to female Twitch streamers) which is not a good thing to be doing to any one really. You should more or less be treating women like normal people, not like walking gods, and yet some men can't help but do this. I dunno man, google is your friend. It's a common phrase.

Easy there, Camus.

kek. i was watching that and thought damn, this would be pretty good "having a girl over kino", but then when the necrophilia scene rolled around I had to ditch that idea

you dun goofd user

she wasn't right for you, user

He meant petal stool

Not television or film. Fuck off.

Honestly, the main reason I have been forcing disguises on myself to infiltrate the normiarchy is that without sorting myself out in this area, I cannot progress in any other domain.

Want to make a project here, want to make a project there, but mid way through the mental and physical nature of being human shifts my priorities and reminds me I need sex and affection, whether I want to want it or not.

The way forward has been examining any and every behaviour of mine which isn't compatible with solving this problem. That is what I mean when I say endlessly dehumanising.

Pretty shitty, desu.

Couldn't get a fucking 8 dollar an hour supermarket job with literal retards working there so that means by proxy I'm even more retarded then people with downs syndrome.

same shit happened to me man. made out with a girl she tells me she likes me and all that shit. first kiss of my life and im 20. turns out she had a boyfriend the whole time. shes still with him after that. i hate women

gonna be going to school and working monday through sunday every week.

fuck having friends at this point. just gonna do what I want to make me happy.

I am stricken with a mystery illness that has me on medical leave and bedridden half the time. I have spent the last 18 years in HARD wagie mode working for a Railroad on call 24/7 with 17 days a year guarenteed off. I appear to be dying. But I haven't had time like this off since I was a little babby so it's a mixed bag.

Pretty good actually, been working out a lot lately, having fun playing music (drums, guitar and piano), reading a lot of books and watching a lot of movies. Plus, school is about to start and I'm gonna be in class with one of my friends. It's also the 2 or 3 year in a row that I haven't thought of killing myself, maybe my life has finally turned to the better!

Woke up sweating and screaming again, bros I'm really worried about president Trump :,(

The 3 girls i asked out this week said they had a boyfriend but they had no ring on the finger. Were they just lying to me?

Once I realised that girlfriends are not necessary to be happy, my life got much easier.

thats good to hear user :)

I tried. I just got stuck in this melancholic mode where I did not feel happiness nor sadness. I'd rather feel depressed than feel nothing at all. At least now I feel.

Pretty bad. I just took 7 weeks off from work and i've spent pretty much 100% of my time in front of the computer browsing Sup Forums and reddit. Only get up to shit and eat.

>back in school
>job
>gf
>a year ago I wanted to kill myself

You can do it too

Get off your high horse, faggot.

This is what this thread is all about.

I'm tapering off of alcohol again because it was starting to destroy my life even harder this time. I've done this like 3-4 times in the past 10 years. It's like I'm excited to sober up but also know that one day I'll be incredibly prone to relapse.
I'll just be honest and say not very good but it's better than I was a week ago jesus

I just bought tickets to Amsterdam for really cheap so I'm feeling pretty good actually

hello me. Sup Forums suicide pact when

I am happy for you, user! Keep it up!

I badlywant a fella. I'm straight but he has pretty girl hair and I want to suck his dick no homo.

Fuck off.

fucking psychos man

>just because some people have it worse means you cannot have it bad eitjes
end thy life. go back to whatever shithole you came from if you actually want to discuss the new capeshit flavour of the month piece of shit "movie"

I've an exam in the morning and I've been browsing Sup Forums and watching stramers instead of studying

>got mouth herpes from eating out an escort

She said she was clean too, don't listen to women they are all fucking liars

What the fuck did you expect? Who the fuck even doed foreplay with a whore?

Do you not know how sex works? It's how they get wet

Sounds like me for 17 years straight in school.

That's incredibly disgusting that you would consider eating out a fucking whore whose job it is to fuck hundreds of men. Like I mean I'm sorry dude but you're just an idiot, like seriously.

They should use lube if they can't get wet, it's not your problem. Anyway kissing is fine but pussyjuices are dripping with STD's, you really were a stupid motherfucker.

Gonna take most of my savings from the last two years and try to direct a film I wrote. The biggest mental hurdle is that as far as I know, no 27 kissless virgin has accomplishing anything in film. So what are the odds an autist with poor social skills can make a quality product? Think Andy Warhol was the last virgin sperg that accomplished anything and before him was Nikola Tesla.

Yeah, but again. It was a whore. She obviously has STD's. Fucking with a condom okay, but actually eating one out?

this cant be real

what kind of streams

Been having recurring dreams about him causing WW3 and the apocalypse

Could be worse.

I'm in love with a girl with a serious boyfriend, but a really cute girl I never really thought of as more than friends has been showing interest in me the past week. I'm not even sure if I want to do this, but I have probably already fucked it up even with her. And she's a sperglord like me when it comes to actually sealing the deal so neither of us will likely make a move.

On the other hand, 3 years ago I was a neet highschool dropout virgin (not even a drivers license) with zero life prospects and would have never in a million years believed that I would have not only a job but a fun job, an apartment, and a social life. Only thing I've failed at is the romantic angle, mostly because intimacy requires dropping the normie facade.

just twitch streams, I should be studying right now but i just cant

>eating out an escort

>gf lets out a loud rumbly fart in bed and starts LAUGHING at me when I call her out on it

What is her fucking problem? We've only been going out for a month

>Eating out an escort

>Being a cuck

I think I'm beyond redemption.

Just need to be myself and don't fuck up my life at this point. Problem is I hate social interaction.

what it smell like? will she do it in your face next time?

At least I've had sex, keep spamming Sup Forums while you cry with no bae you crypto-loser

People without addictive personality/genes prone to substance abuse will never understand. I had no idea I came from a long line of men who are junkies in their teens and twenties. Thanks Dad, for not telling me.
At least now I'm in my 30's and have shit mostly under control

dude you ate out a whore's pussy holy fuck

do you know how many dicks went in there? just that day? damn

absolutely disgusting

This is fucking disgusting. Please be bait.

Fucking a prostitute doesn't count as sex. You're still a virgin dude.

I should also mention it's a long line of high achievers too, so I never would have guessed pretty much everyone that came before me had about a decade or more of drinking, smoking, doing anything they came across. I guess they needed to develop wealth to support their habits