Another day autistically playing out in my own head how it would go if I was on JRE

>another day autistically playing out in my own head how it would go if I was on JRE

Is it bad to do this? Watch podcasts/interviews and always wonder what it'd be like if you were on there?

think its pretty normal

I know I'm talking to myself, but I got shit to say yknow

It's one of my wishes to be on JRE along with eddie and alex jones. Imagine the comfy bantz

>heh, h-hey can I ask Jamie to "pull that up", Joe?

Yeah I do it too.

>always
as in spending hours every day?
no that's not normal.

Literally everyone has done that.

GET OUT OF MY HEAD

that's pathetic

Oh hours? No I might do it for 15 or 20 minutes some days on and off but never for hours straight.

Actually I take that back, I have done it for an hour or so at least a couple times when I had nothing to do that night and was just binging podcasts.

not really, its just a daydream, same part of your brain that fantasizes about shagging grills.

The thought had never even entered my mind.. why would i want to be on a podcast, i can understad imagining yourself being a hero in a movie... but a fucking guest on a talkshow/podcast... wut

It's like being a celebrity in your mind.

its the idea that youve been chosen by someone you respect to converse while millions of people listen.

sometimes before i go to sleep i imagine i'm a popular up-and-coming director, being interviewed about my movies. i have a pretty accurate persona set up with the films i've made, people i've worked with and future projects.

sometimes, if i go for a long time and try really hard, i feel like it's not even a fantasy, i feel like it's actually happening.

K now this is a litttle sad

some nights i can go for hours, and i don't really know if i'm sleeping or not unless i can remember dreams.

You now realize that podcasts are horrible thing for once's mind as they train you to be even more passive and even less reactive in real life conversations because zoning the fuck out to a default spectator mode becomes the norm.

yeah, been there, done that. I also daydream about being interviewed as a person behind an original and succesful youtube channel. The worst part is that I actually have it sort of planned out in my head, but I'm too lazy and constantly keep coming up with excuses to try it, so I'll never know if I had any chance to begin with. Too bad, the idea is original, and I could maintain it with my identity hidden, so that one day I could reveal myself if the channel gets popular

thanks for making me feel less solitudely pathetic

Maybe if you don't socialize enough in real life that would be a problem.

if you're a hermit that doesn't socialize at all, i doubt podcasts would make you worse.