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i'm living the same day over and over

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Found out that Lauren Southern used to fuck CHIs. Apparently, she turned alt-right after the last one dumped her.

not suprised

CHI
A day has passed, meh. One thing I have noticed that nearly anything becomes routine and you learn to adjust to it. During conscription I could (though it's not like you have a choice) wake up before 6 and be active the whole day and that was fine. Now I can wake up at 2 in the afternoon and do nothing and that's fine. Atleast when I was in my teens there was always something I had to do so my routine was atleast somewhat active.

i use to be able to sleep with no problem for the most part when I was a teen

I think my "internal clock" does not run on a 24 hour day since the time I go to sleep always seems to get later and later, then at some point I "correct it" and wake up and go to bed sooner and the cycle begins again.

Love you CHI

i have this problem as well, i haven't had a stable sleep pattern since i was a kid and i'm pretty sure it has caused serious mental damage.

Kek, if this guy didn't dump her she'd probably be at border protests, holding up a "No human being is illegal" sign.

i haven't tried going to bed early in years

thanks user

I had this. It went away when my early morning insomnia came back. Now, I pretty much have to start my day at 5am, otherwise I just lay in bed. To make sure I get enough sleep though, I have to go to bed at 9.

how much do you think she thinks about him?

Going to bed early for me is going to sleep around 2-3 in the morning.
Forcing a "normal" day rhytm usually ended in me being chronically tired. Being chronically tired surely can't be good for your health, physical or mental. That also brings with it all other kinds of things that make things worse since your mind will lack "sharpness" that is needed to perform decently.

there is something wrong with all of us

Has to be. It's probably nothing too dramatic though, I think at some point I was close to jumping on the normie track but I just and just missed and now that train has passed.

know this feel fa m

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i think if i went to a psychiatrist they would tell me theres something seriously wrong with me

you guys are new here. how are you? do you have some CHI inside of you?

>tfw when no girl to turn alt-right
>also tfw forgot to request a letter of recomendation so couldn't turn in my UCLA application

why does life have to be so painfully stale and uninteresting? i feel like there's nothing really worth striving for besides pissing away time until i can go to bed.

You should go backpacking/bushwacking. I plan on doing that soon.

talk to any girls today?

iktf, even though I like to imagine it would be different if i got out of here and went somewhere else but it would probably just be the same due to my shit state of mind

I talked to my lab partner over the phone about a lab assignment if that counts

me too

i've gone over every single type of scenario for my life but none of them appeal to me. i don't know what would make me content, i'm not able to care or invest effort into anything.
i hope it's just my state of mind that's surpressing my feelings cause else i'm fucked and have no reason to even exist.

i guess

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i also know this feel i have all these fantasies in my head but then i come to and realize that none of them work in real life or aren't for me it's such a shit life we live

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Todos son bienvenidos

we don't fit in this world

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I l ikd it

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the worst part about living like this is that you can't stop thinking about it

the worst part is that we didn't have a choice to come here or knew what we where coming into

that too. i don't believe in god because i just don't want to believe that a being created a world so full of suffering for seemingly no other reason than to entertain themselves.

I have a broodje Döner inside me. It tasted good.

I'm thinking about signing up for a weightlifting class at uni. I wanna be /fit/ but I'm self conscious as fuck.

whats that?

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why didn't you just say sandwich?

Because it's stuffed inside a Turkish bread and not between 2 slices of normal bread.

that doesn't change anything

no sorry I was just talking about
>i'm living the same day over and over

It changes the taste and texture. But let's not discuss food here. Whta is this thread about?

thats not what i meant being a CHI means much more than being mexican american at least here on int it does

chicano shenanigans with other friends who feel rejected

Are you not welcome in /cum/ anymore?

we don't belong on /cum/ or hilo

Hmm ok. I kinda miss /carib/ these days. Can I lurk here instead?

go for it theres not much posters(we have a lot of regulars) and it's a comfy general for the most part

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no problem so what are you all about?

Just a Dutch NEET who keeps the /nederdraad/ alive until people wake up. I'm an open book, so if you have questions you can ask me if you want.

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how's life?
rude

im going to bed, good night guys

It's oké. Most of the time doing vidya, messing around with the computer and sometimes do a shitpost or two. How's life with you?
Goodnight.

goodnight

how long have you been a neet? are you not tired of it? it's a mess but i feel ok now thats pretty much all i focus on anymore just feeling ok

/CHI/ I'm the guy who was obsessed with a Russian camgirl before.

I am now obsessed with BLACKED porn.
Yesterday I actually had a wet dream about being cucked by a huge nigger.

This is not a joke, I feel fucking disgusted with myself. I held a shotgun to mouth today but I was too scared to pull the trigger, then I spent the afternoon crying. Please help.

I've been a NEET for 3 years now. Pretty comfy oetz. But I would like some extra income, but I have to leave my cave for it.

And feeling ok sounds ok to me.

Where are you from? Your posts remind me of my ex's brother.

about the same amount of time as me and it's really gotten to me this year for some reason i think it's the fact that these are some of the best years of my life and i will never be young again and i'm just wasting them by sitting in my room. it really wears me down. also i don't always feel ok

don't have any sisters

Everyone has their good and bad days ofcourse. Why are you doing the NEET thing?

i kind of just fell into since before i finished school and now it's been a struggle to get out

What's holding you back?

i just don't know where to start i never did thats why i am where i am. it sounds dumb and easy to change but i don't know it's hell honestly

So did you finish school? And am I asking too many questions?

yeah late but i did it and no it's fine i got nothing else to do anyways

Just asking, because we can be very direct sometimes.

So how do you like your coffee?

never had any

Not even a taste if you like it? You drink thee then?

This is the first /chi/ I've seen with more then 5 posts.

nope idk why it's never really interested me. i only drink tea when i have a cold

where have you been the past few days and it's always been up and down sometimes theres a lot of posters sometimes theres not many

We drink coffee or tea when entertaining people at our homes. What do you drink then?

soda

When you visit I'll have some Fernandes ready then.

never heard of it. what are you up to right now?

It's THE soda from Suriname. And also one of my favorite sodas. And I'm listening to music, shitposting and rendering a lousy song in fruity loops. What are you up to?

are the like fantas? i'm pretty much doing the same expect i'm just watching random youtube videos

It's almost pure sugarwater with bubbles and a hint of the flavor on it. It's more like kool-aid, but with bubbles. I'm getting my music form the "post music in japanese" thread here on Sup Forums. How are you selecting your random videos?

wtf doesn't sound to good. just clicking on whatever to pass the time. tell me about the netherlands have you ever seen any CHI's?

We get a lot of tourists here. I wouldn't be surprised if some were CHI's. And we have a love for Mexico, so probably for CHI's as well. The singer without name sang about it: youtube.com/watch?v=9SWLCYA0Qco

Currently the cold is here, but still no snow.

>And we have a love for Mexico
really? tell me more. the weather's been on and off here but it isn't anything unbearable

We don't like walls here in Europe. We like the Mexican beers during a summers day. And we named one of our snacks a mexicano.

thats a snack? is it spicy? all i know about the netherlands is that you guys faked a penalty one time against mexico

Yes, it's a snack like the frikandel or the kroket. And it is indeed spicy... for Dutch standards (so not really spicy). If I get one, I like to eat it with peanut sauce. It's one of those things you can get out of a snackwall.

I personally don't follow normieball, but it's big here and I hear they fake a lot of stuff in it so it could be.

are these at like grocery stores? never seen anything like it
>I personally don't follow normieball
i don't either at least not then but i still heard about it

No, they're part of a snackbar. Groceries we do in a supermarket.

wtf thats weird as shit. is that fast food for you guys?

We also have mcdonalds, burger king and kfc as well, but this is the fastest way to get a snack.
>put money in
>snack is there

For special or big orders (and milkshakes or slush puppies) you still go to the counter.

You also have a lot of smaller snackbars with a lot of options. And the markets have also options like fresh stroopwafels, haring and kibbeling.

thats interesting first time i've heard of something like it

We really like our snacks. We get in lively discussions on how to say fries ("patat", "friet" or "frieten") in the low countries.

And we also have stroopwafels (sirupwaffles). That's why we drink coffee or tea. We use that to warm it up so it gets al goowy.